I am going crazy. I am going crazy in Texas. I am ready for this year to be over. I am ready to move on and say goodbye to this land. I have enjoyed the novelty of this place. I have explored and adventured. I have given it a good run, but I am done. I am ready to pack up my things and hit the road.
The next place should be better, but I don’t know where it is yet, so all I can do is hope that it will be. I hope that it will have friends. I hope that it will be fun. I hope that it will have more likeminded people. I hope it isn’t like Texas. This area of Texas is flat, and hot, and though parts are green, it has a brownish tone to it.
I long for the day when I can go on a snowboard trip again, it has been many years since I have been on a mountain. I keep moving my snowboards around, and I keep moving to flatter places that get less and less snow. I miss the snow, I miss a real Winter.
I also want to be able to climb a mountain, something tall, and green, and lush. A mountain that makes my legs hurt, that makes me sweat like crazy as I climb it, only to get to the top and need a jacket. I want to go above the tree line, I want to bound over rocks looking for the geological marker that is hidden atop that grand mountain.
And kayaking, I want to cool off in a nice cool river on a hot Summer day. I want a river that has some actual current to it, and some drops, and rapids that are not man-made. I want to feel secluded on the river, looking for wildlife and enjoying the vegetation. I want to hear the noise of a rapid coming up, and feel the thrill of going through that rapid. I want to get out of that river and enjoy a wonderful day with some friends and a beer.
I would love to have all three of those within reach of my home, but right now I do not. I have flat lands, and heat, and sand. It is perfect for biking, and biking I have been doing, but I long for more. I long for someone to go on long, fast bike rides with, over hills and on trails.
I really hope that the next year brings me some of those things, because if it does not I will go mad. Mad I tell you.